So I really didn't want to get up today. When hubby kissed me good bye, I debated long and hard about wether or not to get up, but since I had to use the bathroom, I got up. Didn't want to, but I did.
I went 40 mins today. A distance of 2.55. I burnt 309 cals and it says my heart rate topped out at 135 bpm. I do think that my heart rate was higher.
On another note, I have the monthly friend that most women dread. Last year I had my last baby. My tubes were removed due to excessive scar tissue. Now I just get the reminder that I could have a baby, but that it just won't happen. I really wish that the OB/GYN would have thought of the potential mental and heart issues that this would cause.
Anyways, thats that for today. See you tomorrow!
Does your heart long for another baby? Or is it the thought of it being so final? I can understand. Not that I want to be pregnant again, but just the thought of being done. Final. Natta. is a bit much to take. Praying for you my dear friend :-)
ReplyDeleteMy heart is longing for another baby! If I had my tubes, we would be pregnant already. And yes the finality of it all is heartbreaking. I don't feel like women that I have listened to that say they are so done. I can't understand that right now. I would love to have another little one. And the really surprising thing is that Hubby would too!!
ReplyDeleteVery few doctors in North America would ever think about how much heartache this could cause. I am so sorry sister :(
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