Fixed

My computer is fixed!  I am indeed sitting in front of and writing with it today!  Oh my, I am so happy! All the data is still here!  I bought an external hard drive yesterday.  I brought it home and was clueless about what to do with it.  I took it back and bought something else.  I took the risk that was formatting it and surprise, surprise it worked!  The first one I bought would have worked fine, but I was terrified to do the formatting for it.  Oh well this one works!

Hubby and I went to bed earlier then normal last night.  Just after nine.  He had to get up at 5am to go to work so I went to bed with him.  Which was probably a good thing.  Yesterday was a long and hard day.  J was so incredibly cranky that I was ready to pull my hair out!  He goes from be super cute and in a great mood to this little terror that is impossible to please!  Drives me crazy!  So we went to bed early.  I didn't feel Hubby get up.  My alarm went off at 6.  I didn't want to move.  I was so tired!  My brain kept saying turn the lights on, you'll never get up if you don't!  I turned them on but I think that if i didn't get moving, I would have fallen back to sleep with them on.

As far as my goal of writing the things I eat down, not going well but, I have noticed that I have become a lot more aware of what is going into my mouth and that's a start.  I used to write down everything when I did Weight Watchers, but it felt so silly reading boxes and then writing it all down.  It felt like in school when you are told to read this book.  I never liked being told to read this book.  I like reading for pleasure not because I have to.  What's funny is the books were almost always good. They were books I probably would not have read it I wasn't told to.  I think that writing what I eat down is a little the same way.  I enjoy food.  But I don't want it to be a job.  That's probably how it will have to be though, until I can get the hang of what my body needs and not just wants.

Anyways sorry for the rambling.  It feels good to be writing on a computer again.  I feel great now that I have been up for the last hour.  See you tomorrow!